ma advisor

first of al.aku nk bls kad raye atin.sowe la.i xpndai la nk wat2 kad ney.ehe.so i bg ucpn jela ek.ngee~

atin..
minx ampun byk2 klu aku ad wt ko mara ke saket ati ke rs jengkel ke ngn prangai aku ney o pe2 yg aku ckp.kdg2 aku xsedar pe aku wt tu sala.sooo.hehe.sowe ey.ko mmg sgt2 rock la bg aku.sgt slmbe derkk je.=)) i tabik u la atinn.

so2.aku senanye ad kekeliruan prsn.ad la bnd jd sblm ney.baru ney je.yg wat aku cm xkeruan cket.aku cm jd ragu2 ngn diri aku.tetapi!ma advisor had save me!haha.advisor xbtauliah aku tuuu...ehem2...izzan aaa.haha.izzan.i mmg suspect u la.thnx 4 saving me feelings.haha.klu x kerna ko smpai rini aku dok gundah gulana lg.tah lagu mana lg tah nk pkai.jd.smntara dak tu x gtau lg teori ko mmg bole pkai la en.tp klu die da ckp...bnd da lps...wtpe nk ungkit2 en.haha.gentle aa en izzan.

maaf zahir batinn

ok2.sempena raye yang mulia neyy.saye ingin wat posting khas.khas untuk rakann2 sy yg sangat2 laa disayangi smpai sy tatau cane nk describe.mmg tnpe mrk sy xrs sy dpt lpas dugaan kt skola mngh neyy.adeyy.da nk emosi la plakk.ishh.ehem2.ok2.kt stat.

first skali untuk mu ma beloved kecikk.huhu.kt jd emosii sbntar ye.ms dolu2.skola rndah dolu.sy xpena rs ad kwn y benar2 kwn.sume yg kwn ngan sy ponn sme d olok2,ad telorr di sebalik megi,bermusimm salju summer bunge o gugorr o anything yg sy tatau pe niat dorg.mmg xd sorg ponn yg lekat dlm hati sy sbgai kwn.nk kt tol2 awk la yg sy anggp as ma first fwenn.hailaa.adedeyy.keemoan tgh mlande neyy.sbb ble sy kwn ngan awk sy dpt rs yg awk xmcm dorg yg sblm2 neyy.senanye sy agk tkejot ble awk da mkin rapt ngan sy.yela sblm awk sy ne d mmbe rapt enn.dats y ble awk wat 'scene' dlm pepustkaan.alaaa xkn lupeee kott.tipuu aaa.da cm taufan katrinaa da awk.haha.dats y time sy sgt2 la cuakk.sy tatau nk wtpe!sy xpena tlibat ngan scene2 yg sebegituuu.dat was d first time awk very d opening ngan sy.n i really2 appreciate it.=DDD coz dats wat makes me feel confident to open up to u n trust like i-neva-trust-a-personn.perghh.da msk memorylane la plakk.haha.gentle la enn ;D thnx dearr.sy sgt2 la tatau pe akn jd if we eva gado.minx simpangg sgt2.five o six years since we rapt sy bersyukor sgt kt xd perg dingin.anyting dat i sae anyting dat i do dat hurt ur feelings im realy sorry.now2.

scnd prsn lakk aaa.kt da kwn since kindergarden.sgt2 lameee oww.ten to twelve years is it?dulu sll berhijrahh g umh ko.byk spend time togetherr.time tuu sgt2 bess.i dnt knw how ble msk skola rndh kt cm tpisahh.ko ngan geng len.aku ponn ngan geng lenn.i sae we hv a lot of catching-up to do.we missed so many years oready.dats y i tink i cn feel some distance betwin us.o aku jerr rs cmtuu??but yangg ble kt msk skola mngh rs syg mkin kuatt la enn.we hv to patch up many things.evntho kt da sgt2 lme bkwn i cnt sae i knw u well.dere r parts of u dat i dont know.mayb i missed d memories wif u which to get to know u better.bt now u r a part of mehh =DDD i dont know how to sae if ur not around.owg y memeriahhkn suasne xd rs cm something missing.dont woryy dearr coz love grows wif time.so does ma lovee ;DDDD

ok!last personn lakk.alaaa tige cukopp aaa.nk eleborate rmaii komaaa la akuuu.matii sel2 otak xpepasl kangg.dok perah2 otak smpai cm ikan keringg lakk.ey babe.kt kawan bermusimm enn.ko la kwn musimm salju summer bunge o gugor aku tuuu.haha.dulu bkn men bjett ketue.perghh.sume ponn ikot dierr.bak pengikut2 yg setiaa.biruu kt ko biruuuu.hitm kt ko hitmmm.adoiii.nostalgik xx???zaman kegemilangan ko = zaman penderitaan akuu.ahaha.equation da balance daaa.aku ponn da taleyy kire bp kali kt on off.tauu2.ko kt nk tgor akuu tp ego ko yg bakk gunong everest tuhh y mhalang drpd ko tgor akuu.alaa.time ne aku tauu enn.time tuu ko cm taikoo.eleyy.tp2 msk skola mngh caerr gakk ego ko enn.cam2 ais melting dlm karakatoa.=DDDko kt ko tgor akuu kt kntinn.sgt2 hilg memori aku pasl tuhh.tah ne dierr nyorokk smpai aku xingt pasl tuhh.cm xcy je owg yg aku dok cri hari2 pena on off ngan aku tah bp kali i dont knw tah.ecece.on off on off.cm cpl lakk.ehh.x x x x x.ko da ad akuu je xddd.=((( haha emosi la konon enn.

rakan2.lg skali sy minx ampunn ngan andaa.dari hujong tip of ma hair! smpai hujong kuku kakikuu.ekekeke.aleyy.ne leyy emosi2 sll enn.gentle aaa.sy sayaaaaaanggg sgt2 same andaa.andaa la jantong pisang kaki kuu.;DDDDD

da jmpe~

da jumpeeeee!alhamdulillah.mmg sangat2 sonok!aku da jmp balik resipi choc chips yg wat las yerr!wahahahaha.gile besss.rakan2!lpas cuti nty sy wat bg andaa2 rs ehh.dak2 dlm klass ku yg tercintaaa ponn.hehehehe

adding to the list xske

ok2.skng kt smbungg list wat i dnt like.

6.air ber'gassss'
ok2.sy sgt2 xsukeee air ber gasss ye rakan2.i knw most of uuu like air gas vry2 much.nk2 lg ble ltk ais enn.tp akuuu xx!realise it ma fwenn.how i realy2 dnt like carbonated waterrr.sgt2 saket pale ble minumm auu.mcm nk bg aku migrain jerr ble andaa bg air gass.dnt like at all.klu g kdai akuu lebeyy relaaa minumm air milo(yg dorg besenye wat ltk susu.yuckss) drpd minum air gasss.tp2!klu g cm tmpt piza ke enn besenye owg cm order airr gasss enn.sy besenye diamm sajaa.tp klu andaa pasann(bg sape2 yg pena g mkn piza ngn sy) mmg aku xminum byk.stu gelas jerr.ble dorg tuangkn airr pownn aku cm suh tuang ckett jerr.seyesss dnt like at all.migrain2 bebehh.

7.kaco aku ble aku bad mud
bg andaa2 sume yg da lme kwn sayaa msti andaa tauu enn.sy neyy cane.sy neyy mmg emo n sgt sng ter'emo'.tp bg yg bru knl sy tuu sy bkn 24/7 emo.tipuu arr cmtuu.andaa yg da lme kwn sy pon klu kt sy 24/7 emo mmg xknl sy la tuu.sy sng emo.sgt2.n klu mood sy xbek tuu tlg la sy mintaaakk sgt2 jgn cri pasaalll.aku mmg pntg btoll.xkn xnmpk mood tgh xbek??andaa ad mate gnekn ntuk melihat n andaa ad akal gnekn ntuk berfikir.jgn laa 'short' sgt braderr.cm owg kt sarang tebuan jgn dijolok.btol la tuu enn.mmg cri pasl ngan aku klu kaco time aku bad mood.n andaa tolong laa phm keadaan sy.sy mmg akan memutuskn komunikasi ngan rakan almost 80% apabila sy moody.sy xbyk bercakap.jd andaa jgn la terase bile ad time2 sy wat derrkk jerr ngan andaa.mcm andaa tu xwujud sbb prangai sy semmemangnyerr beginii.bilerr sy da memulakn stu cnversation ngan andaa bilerr mud sy xbekk mknenye tahap moody tuu da agk kurg.sy mintaakk maapp sgt2 kpd andaa klu andaa terase ngan sy time2 sy moody.ampuunnn.

8.org yg xreti bhs
akuu mmg berbulu btol ngan spesis2 mrk inii.yg mmg lot xreti bhs.ble aku kt aku xske mknenye aku mmg xskee!maybe dorg ingt aku ney cm jnis pnpuan yg bjet kt xske tp sbenarnye ske.weyyyhhhh.tolong laaaaa paahaaammmm.aku mmg sgt2 mksdkn ble aku kt aku xskee.aku mmg xthn ngan manusia2 neyy.lg aku kt xske lg dorg nk watt.aku lepok krg!berterabor korg ats mke bumi ney!sengkek sgt.cnthnye cm sorg mamat neyy.yg neyy aku still xdpt thn.nk pgl aku princess pahalll?!geli gilerrrr.da la bajett aku die nye mkwe.aku kt jgn pgl aku princess.die stop.but then lpas tu pgl aku puteriii.weyyyyhhhhh.sgt2 d menggelikaannnn fahamm xx?!kot ye pon nk jiwang karat buat la ngan mkwe yg mmg mkwe pd hakikatt.sheeeeshh.pastuu makhlok2 yg mrk2 neyy haa.aku dok kt aku mmg xda apa2 ngan si polann tuu tp die still cm xnk trime.die stilll kt aku sgt2 ad sumting ad ngan si polan tuuu.tolooong laaaa.pe yg aku dpt klu aku tipuuu ponnn.aku bley phm yg manusia neyy mmg sgt2 curious n ad jnis yg mmg jg tepi kain owg enn.ble nmpk jerr sumting controvercial dorg cm xdpt thn diri dorg dr wat conclusions yg kadang melampaui hakikatt.aku neyy pon da la scandalism bak kt zatii.korg2 yg mmg ske jg tepi kain owg tuu klu tatau ape2 n sgt2 curious,ty jelaa kt akuu.kn sng.tayala jump to conclusions yg akhirnye hy akn menambah dose korg2 tuu.drpd korg wat cerite2 sensasii ntuk kepuasan diri baek korg cari faktaa yg sebenaarr n mgelak drpd wat dose btol x??mane korg nk??menambah dose dalam list buku amal korg o mnyelamatkn diri korg dri menambah lg stu list dose dlm buku amal korg??andaa ad akal jd gnekn sebaek2nye.

cukopp tuu stakat neyy.da berjela aku ceramah kat atss tu haa.korg pon pnt bc.

nurul arifah liyana

harinie sy telah btolak ke johor.tah np mud sgt2 tidak baek.pagi2 jerr nk meragam daa.dats y la posting b4 neyy cm agak emo ye rakan2.tp anda dpt mengenali sy dgn lebih baek lg bukn?ok2.kt smbg ct.besenyerr klu g johor pejalann die mik ms 4 jam jerr.ikut kt abg aku laa.but then td abh cm penat asik ngntok jerr pjlnn 4 jam tu mik ms lg lme lakk.mmg da bekeriut2 aku dlm keta tuu.gilerr lenguh sendi akuu.mc kna pulas2 jerr.ktorh bkk pose kat umah fam kaklong.sedaapp.mkn nasi ayam.nyum2.seyes tmbh due kali.hahaha.baby!sgt2 comeyy!seyes mcm aku oww!muahahahahahaha.kaklong n along xnk trime knyataan tue.ekekeke.mte sepet.hidung penyek.haha.n bwh mte bby pun ad garis mcm akuuu.hehe.nurul arifah liyana.d first ank sedara.n d first cucu for ma mom n dad.copy n paste dri akuu.hahaha.jgn jeless kaklong...=p hehe.be ready gurl to receive love from ur makteh!hahaha.makteh?seyess aku xbese.ekekekeke.da jd makcik lak.huhu.ok laa.tataa ma fwenn.salam