darnnnnn

yestrsay..during maths period,pn rusnah called me.she asked me to get farhan,manwyn n charissa oso.i was like hm ok....pehal ni ttbe?when we gathered she said that we'll be representing the school for a maths quiz.hmmm.ok..thiz cmpetition started 4 years ago.n the first year SAB was the champion.ok.bangge la cket en.from 50 schools,SAB got first.for mths quiz.kre ok la.but for the scnd n third year SAB xhnta nyone.i cnt rememba the reason.so so so.the forth year.............kitorang la yg masuk...................keberatan gak senanye.she told us 'she recomended ur names to me.i nevr teach u b4 rite so i stil duno ur nature.'we was like....sape she??who the hell is this she??sape plak yg penah aja aku,frhn manwyn n charissa at the same time??aku n farhan cm cri the possible culprits but we cnt find any.ntah sape2 minah tu.well...da kna pilih tu wat jela.do the best..chayo fizh!=) tp2!satu je aku xbekenan............the fateful day falls on fifth of may.........................do u want me to repeat??FIFTH OF MAYi was like huhhhh????dammit.......................

blaaaa

o yea o yea!aku nk cite nk cite!haha.ttbe excited enn.nk cite pasl mamat tu la.skng en kitorang da x btegur.aku da meluat smpai ape2 pasl die pun aku da delete.gmbar dlm fon n num die.haha.ttbe smngt nk cite en.owg bc mampos aaa.=p haaa.smlm silat au.kitorng d lwn olahraga.aku lwn ngan zati.smngt gilerrrrr bg support kat zati.haa.xheran la weyyyyyy.ble die lwn pon smngt je aku bg support kt naim.pe?die ingt die sorg je boley buat?boley jalaaann.mmbe aku sume support die enn.die lak cam smngt gile lwn.satu saat pon aku xtgk.tmbus je mate aku tgk wakaf kat blkg tuh.=ppp ye rakan2...support la support.pawe gilerrrr en die.then td.kitorang tgk dak2 sab perform men instrument.time pnb td,zati dok ty.lagu pe yg die men tu.dok exited2 nk ingt.pandang aku plak tuh.pe?ingt aku nk jwb aa skng.aging lalu aku xnk ingt.pndg owg len sudaaa.k tu je nk story.haha

kecelakaan

baru-baru nie aku tertekan pasl due makhluk Allah.satu ni aku mmg da give up ngn die.xd sekelumit prsn da dlm diri aku nk bebaek ngn die.hahaha.sekelumit prsn.cam skemaa.nyway..lg sorg ni plak mmg pnh d sjrh xbaek ngn aku.nk2 lg ngan mmbe2 aku yg tersayang.klu die ad dlm celah2 time aku bsama geng aku,ketidakselesaan amaaaat dirasai.dats way ble die mgade2 bajet mrajuk ngn aku,aku xhirau.xckp ngan die ntuk jgka ms tertentu amat dialu-alukan.klu x rs mcm most of the asik menempel je kt aku.rimassssss.d stu time tu ngade2 sgt xtegur due hari,aku mls ah.aku kt kt karti,aku nk tuka tmpt.mls aku nk bdok sblh dak bisu.then asik2 sindir dri jauh kuat2.hari nk tuka tmpt tu xpasl2 nk emo2.sdgkan die yg stat dlu.nex wiknye aku dtg msk klas,bole plak die sengih2 cm xdpe jd.siap bg aku bear gantung.nk pujok ke?mls pjg cite aku ok jela.tp bgs btol aku tuka tmpt.xdla aku kna tadah telinga dgr bnde geli geliman bebakul2 yg klua dri mulut die.naek bulu roma aku doe.aman cket hari2 aku yg mendatang............

em2.baru2 ni d satu kecelakaan blaku kt sorg budak tu.ble izan story kt aku,hmm mmg jujurnye aku risau.da bli mknn aku tu,aku dok cri die xjmpe.aku ingt hati aku mmg da kosong..ble jd bnde2 ceni,bru nmpk..rupenye aku boleh lg risaukan die.yea aku tau mmbe aku taley trime die sejak knl lg.sape bole do..klu aku ni mmbe aku pon aku taley trime.ble tau die msk spital ad gk rs nk g lwt.nk2 time tu lak rmai y g kem.ingt nk ajak izan n yna.tp ble abh kt ari ahd nk g pesta buku,aku kt la nk g lwt kejap.ikut mood abh la klu die kasi.nasib lak dpt g.xdpun aku ajak yna.rs2 die mcm xkn nk g.heh.dorg tau pn d nex day.hm.ingtkn owg xtau.rupenye ad gak.tekejut gak aku d owg pelok aku ttbe.xpenah2 pelok en.ingtkan sbb pe la...aku tepikir gak pasl study die.tp np nk mik kesa lg.aku da nasihat die pe yg patot.so aku rs smpai tu jela rs risau aku.mls nk beratkn pale.k la.nk g tusyn.salam

life

u know...people are given various types of hardship to be encountered.so many...until at one point we feel that we cant endure it.we cant stand it anymore.its just so damn hard.so damn suffocating.have u ever wake one day and u feel like there's no point of living anymore?u dont feel happy at all and it feels like all the burdens of the world are on your shoulders and u cant just take it anymore.u are so stressed up that getting up each morning is meaningless.and u have to gather each strength that you have just to get yourself out of bed.i never feel like this before but it seems i have been feeling this for most of my days recently.its just so damn hard to go on.to perform according to the expectations of your family, be the best and all the while problems just keep coming banging so hard at u until u feel that u need all the will that u have just to stand up.sometimes its hard to enjoy and feel happy.i wonder where is my key of happiness?someone said maybe i forgot where i put it.i just have to find it.or maybe someone has stole it?life at school suppose to be the best memory in my life.i dont want it to be a nightmare.why must this last year be the most difficult year?i really need all the strength that i can get to go through this year.life has never been as hell as this as before.some people just dont want to understand.all they think about is themselves.is it so hard to come and face me and just solve the problem together?why must they make it so hard for me every single day?just get out of my life and dont come back.i dont need u to worsen my condition.

haihh

she's here...semalam amik...but to me...i really dont strangers staying in ma house...its like revealing ma fam's secrets to them...i am sooooo not liking this...but what can i do...this has to be done...pelik gle rs ad owg gosokkan bj aku weyyyy...sheeeshh...then lipatkan baju aku...sumpah xslesaaa...die da gosok baju aku aku g gosok balik...coz die da lipat tros...baju aku yg die da lipat aku bawak nek atas masuk bilik...aku bukak n lipat balik...cra die lipat xsme ngan cara aku...i dont know if all gurls are like this but....i like my own style of lipat baju....n i definitely dont like if its not done like how i done it.hmm....bkn nk kt pe...tp mmg xbese la...rs cm xd privasi pon d gak.huhuhuhu.saba jela fiza.....its gonna be apart of ur life for i dont know how long......