haihh

she's here...semalam amik...but to me...i really dont strangers staying in ma house...its like revealing ma fam's secrets to them...i am sooooo not liking this...but what can i do...this has to be done...pelik gle rs ad owg gosokkan bj aku weyyyy...sheeeshh...then lipatkan baju aku...sumpah xslesaaa...die da gosok baju aku aku g gosok balik...coz die da lipat tros...baju aku yg die da lipat aku bawak nek atas masuk bilik...aku bukak n lipat balik...cra die lipat xsme ngan cara aku...i dont know if all gurls are like this but....i like my own style of lipat baju....n i definitely dont like if its not done like how i done it.hmm....bkn nk kt pe...tp mmg xbese la...rs cm xd privasi pon d gak.huhuhuhu.saba jela fiza.....its gonna be apart of ur life for i dont know how long......

emo

today is the last day of school before the first term holiday.seriuosly it has been a stressful day for me.i dont know why recently i really gets emo easily and nevertheless to say, this situation has backfired me today.one of the events is the time when i were to collect maths books to be sent to pn rusnah.seriously,dont they know they have responsibilities?a normal scene when collecting books is the person who collects the books will be the one who have to search for people who have to send the books.it suppose to be the other way around.reminder to myself:next time i have to collect the books,i will only ask once.if they still do not pass up,i'll just consider they dont want to pass up.why do i have to make myself more stress than i already am?absolute rubbish right?like pn usha said,jona's responsibility is to collect english books and send them to her,OUR responsibility is to send to books to jona.we were the ones who have to find him,NOT the other way around.i dont give a damn if they dont even want to send the books.not my concern.my concern is only for those who wants to send the books.so,if they want to send the books,pandai-pandailah hantar bila da siap buat.do you really expect me to look for you everytime just to ask wether you really want to send the books or not?in your dreams............if it isnt because you borrowed jona's book,i wouldnt even give a damn and wasting my time to find you.all the while you were at f4's block to monitor the kawad when actually you have an unfinished business with me.you were always like that.very forgetful.and all the while you said i am becoming more terok.you yourself tak reflect balik.always saying i'm becoming more amd more emo when actually it was you who always becomes the reason behind my emo-ness.yaya bong.=ppppppppppp another event was when i want to find a teacher.ustazah called for me.no matter.i went.my neighbour was with me.bila nk kluar dari makmal islam tu xpasl2 plak my shoes tinggal sebelah.......ayyyy.nk gurau mmg xkna time.he put one of my shoe in front of the back door of 5m.and when i went to go and retrieve it back,he THREW IT INSIDE THE CLASS................ayyyyy.mmg bebulu.da la lps tu chem.nk ceroboh klas tu xboleh.ckgu ad kat dpn.shzwan was there.he saw the whole thing.he was sitting at his place with kya and amin and all.and i was outside the class.he SAW me.and yet,HE DIDNT EVEN GET UP TO PASS ME MY SHOE.wat bodoooooo jerr.time tu mmg da menggelegak da.............da la i was standing on one leg.bape kali ckp ngan die suh passkan kasut tu tah.ble last2 die bgn dri tempat die nk bgkan kasut lg sblh tu,branie lg nk gelakkan aku.ayyyyyy.mamat sekor neyyyy.mmg nk wat aku nek angin.later after school,i totally cant stand the tension.i cant even talk to my mates,fearing that if i open my mouth,i will cry.even when i was in the car,i avoid any conversation,even with cik intan,by distracting myself to read a book.bape kali tah aku tahan dari broke down.nak2 time cik intan cite pasl mak,mmg aku pekakkan tlinga.klu x mmg da banjir da.the only time when my mood was starting to get back to normal was during tuition.bru cam boley cakap2 ngan dorg.klu x,sepatah haram aku xsebut.sory gurls, if you felt hurt by my attitude.