Monday, March 29, 2010

kt nak jugak!

do u believe in falling 4 d second time?i dont know if i do..but i think i am falling 4 d scnd time..is it wrong?i want it so muchh..is it wrong?even when there r chances dat it might slipped away from my hands..i still want it..i want it so bad......

Thursday, March 18, 2010

my ring

i've heard someone said this before..if u ever want to give something to someone precious,give something that is dear to you..i..had a friend..he was transferred to somewhere else..i dont know how long though..he gave me a watch as a gift for my spm result..i do intend to give him something before i stop working this month..something that i buy that is..but two days ago he suddenly said today he had to be transferred..at 1pm was the last time i saw him and waved goodbye..after half an hour later,i was so bored and kept looking and searching..hoping that he would show up somehow..which he did not..yesterday was the last day he worked here..so before i went back home,i asked to see him for a while..and i gave him my ring..that i bought two years ago..i wore that ring almost everyday of my form five life..and everyday when i work..now i felt weird for not wearing one..i like that ring..i cant say i love it coz its a ring that i bought..but a day without it doesnt feel right..i dont know why i gave him my ring..all i know is i want to give him something..but i dont have time to buy anything for him on such a short notice..and what i have on me that i own that time is my dear ring..sooo the rest is history..he wears a silver necklace..that's where i slipped the ring in..so that he wont lost it..i dont know how i will feel if he'd lost it..i'll be super sad i guess..the ring had my nickname carved on it..hmm..i really need to find a new one ASAP..it doesnt feel right without one..

Friday, March 12, 2010

u win some u lose some ayte?

yesterday was a happy day for me..seriously happy!i got straight As for my spm!alhamdulillah...i didnt cry when i got my result..not even tears of happiness want to come out..i wonder why..tpi time nk menunggu die umum nama2 straight As tu , i felt like my heart's thumping like crazzzzyyy!seriously sayang sgt yana xdpt straight gakk..antra kitorng 4, 2 nanes 2 xnanes..n smlm i saw my neighbour!he came!!!seriously i missssssssssssss him sooooooooooooo muchhhh!!!!tapi im afraid of rejection..akuk nk tegur tapi xberani..at least i know he noticed me..he saw me but didnt came to me..so i understand already..im glad i can control my emtions..rs nk terjun dri pentas ble nmpk die pun ad gak au senanye..hehh..extremee..i know..at least i know that he knows what i wanted him to know..i almost cried ble yana ckp2 pasl result die tapi!! xnaness..hampiirrr...tapi x..but malangnye aku nanes mlm tu..danggg..


today! is a saaaaaaadddd day for me..i failed!!!!for test jln rye..buhuhuhu..tester tu baekk..tapi die perli aku giler2..siap pgl aku bodoh lagi..waw..jarang jmpe org yg straight forward dgn aku nie..tepaatt kna batang hidung..ouchh..it hurts man..ni la org yg pgl aku bodoh n btol2 mksdkan nye..bkn bodoh yg dak2 remaje slalu gne bile bckp kosong..huhu..ouchh again..and untuk mengubati hati aku yg duka lara,tadi aku g tgk solomon kane..bezzzz giler..siap bwk psp g vivo..men sampai bis betri..heh..mampos klu jd pape kt psp tuhh..

Tuesday, March 9, 2010

got tagged

IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY?
drama king-muh & black

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
my immortal-evanescence

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
revolusi-bunkface

HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
aku scandal-hujan(weeeeeeeeeeeeeee~)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
say all i need-one republic

WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?
just stand up-mix artiss

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
with you-christ brown

WHAT DO YOU YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
black or white-MJ

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
itik gembo2-A to Z

WHAT IS 2 + 2?
be on you-flo rida feat neyo

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
i'm yours(??)-jason mraz

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
love story-taylor swift

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
sweet child of mine-gun n roses

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
down-jay sean feat lil wayne

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
cinta sempurna-yuna

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
already gone-kelly clarkson

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST??
my baby you-mark anthony

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
alone-aqua timez(bleach theme song)

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
dont say you love me-M2M

WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?
hanya kau yang mampu-aizat

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
cuppycake-strawberry shortcake

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS
pergi-aizat

me and her

aku ingat nk tulis pada hari yg bersejarah tuh..tapi xsmpat lak nk bukak blog..skng ni ad kesempatan nk tulis aku tulis la..peristiwa nie terjadi pada bday mak aku..xsngke plak akn ad peristiwa laen yg membuatkan tarikh tu mjadi tarikh bersejarah en..for the first time in my life,i had a fight with her..n u know what?its for a stupid damn reason..n for the first time evaa,i felt that ive been betrayed by someone i cared sooooo dammnnnn muchhh..xpernh aku sngke yg aku akn rs saket hati sebegitu skali...nevaaaa once it crossed my mind..n u know what?it hurts a lot..if i think bout it again, it ll just hurt me again..i dont want to write the details here coz i dont want one day later when i read my blog again,when i particularly read this post,ill be reminded by the pain she caused me on that day..i dont want that..u know why?coz i know ill cry..