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this raye was kinda boring for me..to be honest i dont feel the semangat raye at all..maybe coz this year im going to sit for spm..i dont know if that has anything to do wif it tho..the second night of raye,my fam planned to go to umbai to hv ikan bakar..but when we stopped by at lubok cina to change our clothes, i saw my nieces STUDYING...and i was going to UMBAI to have IKAN BAKAR...dangg...dugaan btol..this cuti rye i intend to get more serious..by studying..when i was at kampung i didnt study eventho i brought my book..who wants to study when everyone around u wants to raye?(forget bout my nieces,haha) so the first day of rye(ahd) we balik kampung..we return to kl tuesday..otw to kl,we rye at a sedare's house at seremban..balik uma i pengsan..mane x..every day kat kampung i slept in late..

i woke up late..by then only i realise,half of my cuti was gone...i studied now and then...wondering how much worse and boring this situation can be...sincerely i like studying...what i dont like is the exams...and i dont like being pressure...spm is a pressure...thats why i kinda brush it off aside like its not important...how worse can i be?im really wondering if i really am a spm candidate...with an attitude like this...

but anyhow,today my spirit kinda lift A WHOOOOOLLEE LOOOTT...hahaha..i received a postcard from johor is it?spjg mgu aku dok tringat2 mane la postcard nie...kt nk anta tp xsmpai2..xkn la lupe?ke lupe alamat aku?or were u just pulling my leg when u said u want to hntar a postcard?tp xknla...he promised...n die btol2 buat..hahahaha...menjerit aku td dapat postcard tu..tp kuang aja btol...ad ke bg gmba monyet tgh minum air klape???n die kt for some strange reason the postcard reminds him of me...siottt btoll budak tu...n to make thing difficult for me, saje je die tulis dlm code...it consumes a lot of time u know to decode it!!anyhow thnx frhn..=)

ucapan raye for LIG..

SELAMAT HARI RAYA DAN MAAF ZAHIR BATIN..

di sini saya nk buat ucapan raye buat rakan2 yang rapat..dan untuk sape2 yang saye buat salah..kesalahan yang saya tau la..using my blog to say sorry is more convenient than writing cards..hehe..xdmase la nk cari kad n tulis..so im using this free time i hv to write in my blog..let start with her..

YANA

dear yana..haha..awk xnk kite ucap slmt hari rye depan2 kn..takut nanes..well..sy pon xnk..n stakat nie saye berjaye untuk tidak mngalirkan air mate..wahaha..nyway yana..slamt hari raye..sy gne BI ye..sy lg slesa nk minx maaf gne BI..jgn rs nyampah ye..=) naa,im sorry if i have ever make you angry or terase ngan saye..wlupun kite xpena gado..well,who knows what's going on inside your heart n brain ryte?like mun said,tah pe ad dalam otak yana tu..hahaha..i dont if u know,tp saye pena gak a terase ngan awk..ble awk terlalu menaikkan kelas C awk tu..haha..i know u guys hv super duper great frenship among u guys..i do feel envy..n there's this one time when pe yg awk ckp cm overboard sket smpai sy majok ngan awk..ingat x?haha..but u know me..sy xkn ley majok lame2..i forgave u oredy at that time..sy tatau la klu saye d wat salah ngan awk..awk tau la sy nie mlampau sket en..wat salah pun xpasan..well,sy xrase sy d mslh ngan awk..hope u have great raye this year..n dont feel bad bout this saturday k dear..im here for u anytime u need me..for support, for lending my ears, for sharing thoughts o anything there is to do between two great friends..i hope im always the top in ur heart as u are in mine..hahaha..am i selfish to wish for that kind of thing?

ZATI

heyya neighbour..my kawan bermusim..slmt hari raye to you..sory klu aku ad wat salah ngan ko..ko tau aku nie kadang2 selfish n manje cket en..xpasl2 ko kna jd cook xbtauliah..hehe..thnx for everything..yea aku tau ko nie bkn jenis yg feeling2 sgt..tp seriously thnx for everything..maybe sbb ko jiran aku so aku slalu cari ko..thnx for lending your ears time aku sedih..time wan aku xd tu..n dgr aku complain pasl mamat tu..i guess there some things that u know more bout him than others..bese la..time emotional breakdown la i am most vulnerable..but thnx to your sikap ko yg lepak tu so i guess zaman perang kite da berlalu..thnx again..n zati..i know ko jenis yg xluah but if there are times when u need to complain anything aku kn ad..jiran ko je..xjauh mane pon..

FAR

hey babe..slmt hari raye..i guess u know without me telling but still i wana sae it so that things between us are clear as crystal..i'll reply your card here if u dont mind..im sorry if u mind..far..ko tau kn kite byk sgt gado tahun nie..aku bukan nk mengungkit tp klu bole aku xnk ad bnd yg xslesai antare kite..sincerely aku ingtkan lepas kite da talk heart to heart kat padang tu, kite akn ok blik..i thought we can restore our friendship..not just between us but between us KLIG..i know u feel left out sometimes..tatau la klu ko rs cmtu everytime..but sincerely babe,kitorang xpena wat cmtu..i dont know if its ur habit but ko sendiri yg slalu hilang..i guess ure more comfortable wif farah,mynn,eman,nina o me-chan sometimes..i dont mind bout that..coz that's normal..yana ad her cekalians..zati ad wani n hani..aku pun aku rs most of the time wif farhan o anyone from my class..i dont know since when ko rs cmtu..but sometimes its too much..let this be the first time i complain n the last..coz i really love u gurls the most..n i really love our friendship on top of everthing else..yea ure an outspoken person..i oredy knew that for a long time..n i admit certain things said hurt me..tp ko tau la aku..cepat je heal balik..xmcm ko..ure opposite of me..ko xsng heal..worst of all, ko pendam..ko tau la aku nie hot-tempered n my sifat of 'cepat heal' pun ad limit die..im sorry if anything i sae hurt your feelings..but im just being honest..n i think if i wana sae sorry i wana sae it from the bottom of my heart n i want u to know why im angry o hurt o anything..i dont know what will happen in the future, so i dont really want to think too much bout it..but far, please...for the sake of our friendship,jgn simpan dalam hati..eventho the truth hurts,u have to let us know sometimes..ur feelings..kitorang pun ad hati n prsn gak..so kite same2 kna jg hati masing2..one-way of traffic doesnt work u know..im sorry again..far..aku sayang ko sangat2..ko tau kn..so pls..jgn simpan dlm hati..luahkan if u have a prob..im here to hear..im a good listener..tho im not a good at giving advise..tu keje yana..haha..

teka teki

sayang tapi taley cakap sayang..

amik berat tapi tetap xdihargai..

susa hati tapi xdsape nk ringankn beban..

xnk ad kaitan tapi hati da trikat dri dulu xputus2..

heartless

today i recalled si tenggang's homecoming...

coz i hv found myself...back...

haha...

its not that easy to find urself back...

well im a person that is easily influenced...
seriously easy...if u know the way...
influenced o touched o emotional o tension o whatever sort...
especially if i get attached to a person...
so...
that is why i hv made a transformation...
to not get too attached to anyone...
because getting attached to someone is super duper DANGEROUS...
that's why i'm gradually becoming heartless...
to avoid unnecessary occasions from happening...
well...for now la...this year i mean...
tp klu da heartless once susa nk ad heart blik...
yeke?but come on...i m a girl...
i cant be that heartless...
as heartless i wanna be,i am still the EMO type...
=)

i wana hug

heyya toasty...

ive something to tell u...today i hv a small emotional breakdown...

not too serious but it still affects me...i dont really dare to sort this out with anyone...

not that i dont hv friends to support me but...

i just dont know how to spill this thing out...

coz i dont think its appropriate for me to hv this sort of prob rite now...

i mean...ive been thru this b4...n i cn sae im pretty much over it...

but somehow this thing suddenly bugs me at such unappropriate time...

how i wish for this thing to fade away forever!

like rite now...its strangling me...sometimes its hard to breathe...

i mean come on...cant i live peacefully without going thru this stage?

its sooooo hard n sooooo complicated to comprehend!

i wanna a biiiiiiiiiggg and waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrmmmmmmmmmmmmm HUG.......

wic i hope cn make me feel all better n become not-easily-effected again...

i want a hug!!!

can anyone gv me???

CUAXX

arinie second day skola..da dapat lima papers..semalam 4 rini satu..geramnye dgn jwpn physics aku..byk jwpn yg wat aku saket hti ble bc blik.....huaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!cuak la sejarah..........................td ckgu bckn markah a few people sume cam pawe2 gilaaaaaaaaaaaaa......ad yg stret dpt 20 20 20 ntuk esei................gile gmpak..................cuaknye cuaknye......................................................................................................sok bm first!!tidakkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!takutnye karangannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn!!!!sure kna ngan ckgu..................paper rumusan da la kna marah ngan pn wan................xsukenye..........................TAKOWTTTT...