haihh..

betting it all in the fate's hand..it seems that is the best way..i always hope for this to go along the normal way..but then again..u yourself are not normal..so of course we cant go by normal means do we?ever since i know u..i can never stop caring bout u..is that a good thing?or a bad thing?i wonder why the attraction is soo strong?even though countless times i've been hurt..but still..i dont seem to learn my lesson..just thinking bout this whole thing is a pain in the ass..i guess ill just go with the flow..i wonder where itll take me though..aiyoyo..

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am i the only one who wants this?i know already..from the start..im in this alone..but still..it kinda hurts when im told things that shows that im in this alone..is it so wrong for me to want to meet him?is it so wrong for me to miss him?is it so wrong for me to want to walk with him?is it so wrong for me to hang out with him?is it so wrong for me to want all this things?we dont have that much time do we?so why cant u put up with me for a bit?we both know that this thing will end no matter what..so is it so wrong for me to make it as memorable for me as i want it to be?am i asking too much from u?tell me if i am..if all this is a bother to u then please tell me..so that i can stop all this pestering that u dislike..am i really asking too much from u?i know..its pointless to hope for anything from u..u said that yourself..i dont intend to hope much..its just..i want to make it as memorable as i can..is it too much to ask?