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looks like today is actually thursday.so im actually 4 days late.i only realise this when i read my dad's status on fb..holidays ending fast huh..

and oh..so todays the day we're going to visit klong...........silly me

p/s:this is what doing reports do to u

take a break

assalamualaikum..

waktu sekarang ialah 5.08 am menurut lappy saya..

saya tidak tidur dari malam semalam kerana cuba untuk menyiapkan report yang sepatutnya saya siapkan minggu lepas..liyana sayang(bahahaha)..nampaknya saya sudah terlebih tiga hari..sebab sekarang hari rabu..

saya masih perlu menambah beberapa perenggan sebelum benar-benar siap menaip laporan(hah!ingat pun!) ini..tidak pernah saya sangka bahawa saya akan menerangkan dengan sebegitu teliti mengenai teritip itu..ah..nampaknya laporan ini benar-benar bukan laporan biasa seperti sebelum ini..saya tidak boleh buat laporan cincai lagi..

oh tidak!saya baru teringat..rupanya selain beberapa perenggan,saya masih belum melukis rajah layang-layang(dibaca kite diagram)..sialan(mind my language..saya ambil direct daripada terjemahan google)..bagaimana saya mahu lukis rajah layang-layang?

oleh sebab otak saya sudah tepu dengan perenggan-perenggan penerangan mengenai teritip tersebut,maka saya berhenti seketika..saya ingat saya hendak meng-update blog saya tetapi laman sesawang ini mengambil masa terlalu lama untuk buka..lalu saya mengambil keputusan untuk menonton Harry Potter dan Batu Ahli Sihir seorang diri..

dan sekarang sudah satu jam empat puluh minit lebih kemudian..ada lagi lebih kurang satu jam untuk cerita itu habis..tapi saya sudah penat berehat..dan sekarang saya sedang menaip..mungkin lepas ini saya boleh menyiapkan beberapa perenggan itu dan juga lukis rajah layang-layang(penat la taip dalam ejaan penuh) saya..

insyaAllah saya dapat siapkan hari ini..walaupun sudah terlebih dua hari daripada yang dijanjikan dengan diri sendiri..saya kecewa dengan diri saya..*kepala ditundukkan* baiklah!*kepala dinaikkan sambil pandang ke atas dengan mata bersinar-sinar* saya akan siapkan laporan ini hari ini,insyaAllah..maknanya malam ini saya tidur awal(entah-entah tengah hari saya sudah mula tidur atau mungkin pagi ini)..nasib baik hari ini bukan khamis kerana emak saya bercadang untuk pergi melawat kaklong di rumahnya..Arifah dan Aishah dijangkiti demam campak..kami tidak pergi menjenguk lagi..saya doa mereka cepat sembuh..amin..

nanti saya akan kongsikan gambar mereka di sini..pengarang jantung hati limpa buah pinggang saya..^__________________________^

khas ntuk cik haleeda hamidi

assalamualaikum..

me and you! org lain sibuk wat exp kite tgkp gmba plak..bgus pnye students.. XD

perlu ke aku terangkan pasl gmba ni?phm2 jela kn..haha

(ni gmba amik time fieldtrip time jln2.ko xikut time tu)

otanjoubi omedetou haleeda-chan! selamat hari lahir yg ke-19~ pfft.. lambat la ko ni.. bru nk 19.. aku da 5 bln la 19.. haha.. ok aku da merepek..

oh ye..nk adiah ke? haha.. aku lpe la adiah pe ko kte ko nk.. klu aku lpe.. ko pn lpe.. so xyh la aku belikan adiah kan? haha.. btw, tgk duit aku dlu la klu byk nk beli adiah grand2 ntuk ko.. so klu ko nk gula2, sebalang pn xpe(sbb gula2 kan.heh) tp klu ko nk keta ke kpl terbang ke, kerak jela aku mmpu bg(o not).. hahaha

ok2..serious time!

cik haleeda hamidi..semoga makin btmbah usia ni kematangan n ilmu di dada pun makin btmbah..semoga makin dekat dengan-Nya..semoga persahabatan kita ni makin manis n makin erat..semoga kita saling mengingat,saling menyayangi,saling mengajar,n many more saling2..haha..n aku nk share pe yg mmbe TANTA aku share, SAYA NAK MASUK SYURGA DENGAN AWAK! heh,tersegan kejap kt sini..*blush* hahaha

ok..berakhir la sudah..sila jgn meremang bulu roma, tergeli o tergelak o terharu o ternangis dgn post yg SUPERR hebat ni..khas untuk cik haleeda.. ^_^

ps: ko saje kol aku byk2 en..tau la dpt free kol..haha

new again?!

salam..

buat mse ni awk dok diam2 cmni ye blog ye..ble report sye da siap i get back to u ok? ^_~

see ya!report cepat la siap! =.='

new face huh

salam..

mr blog! saya sudah penat. nanti i fix u lagi ok? that's enough for today...

him

bismillah..

assalamualaikum..

suddenly i have this urge to write.i was thinking while ironing my mom's clothes.my mind ran wild.at times, i just suddenly remembered.i remembered those times.i was listening to my playlist in my android via earphone.i listened to a love song entitled jar of hearts by Christina Perri. and i thought, i could relate to hurtful love songs very well.but not happy or romantic love songs.i wondered why.yes,i know why..because of those times.

the hurtful love songs out weight the happy-sappy-romantic love songs.do i regret all those times?the answer is no,i don't.you know why?because i learnt and grew out of those times.before,we used to be in tune.we had the same wavelength.our frequencies were the same.however,as time passed by,i could no longer 'called' out to him.he did not hear my 'calls'.maybe he could not.why?maybe because we were not in tune as we used to be.of course it broke my heart.then i thought, he's not for me.

i used to think that he's The One.no one can understand me like he does.but if that is true, then why??!why didn't he answered my 'calls' when i desperately 'called' to him.i was in tears,'calling' to him countless times, foolishly.but he didn't answer me.he stopped answering to my 'calls'.and i stopped 'calling'.so i thought, is he really the one for me?then i reminiscent of those times.during those times, the ups and downs, did i get closer to Him?the answer is no,i didn't. can i still think him as The One?i doubt that.i may had very deep feelings for him but it would not mean anything if its not because of Him.at times,when i remembered those times,my heart hurts sometimes.

someone once said,why,even though you had broke up for a long time but you still remember him or even when you broke up, you got back together, but then you broke up again and it continues indefinitely.why? that person asked.when that person, a lady whose face soothes whoever seeing it, told everyone the answer,i stared at the carpet,hanging my head in shame.i could not look at her face even though she could not see me in the sea of humans.that face which is so pure cannot be tainted by my eyes which had sinned because of those times.not only my eyes, my mouth, my ear, my hands, my legs and regretfully even my scarred heart were all tainted with sins because of those times.

her answer pierced through my heart.she said softly, it's because when you broke up, you didn't let go sincerely. basically it means you didn't even want to let go of him!my heart hurt so much that night. that's why when i want to move on, i pray to Him,

Ya Allah..tolonglah Ya Allah..bantulah aku untuk lepaskan dia pergi dengan seikhlas hatiku Ya Allah.. berikanlah aku kekuatan untuk lepaskan dia pergi Ya Allah.. sesungguh hanya Engkau yang lebih mengetahui apa yang terbaik untukku.. amin..

a story to be shared..a story that had been kept silent..a burden that has been released..a fog that has been cleared..read and heed..

syg kerana Allah

assalamualaikum..

http://syauqatulwardah-lavender.blogspot.com/2011/05/apakah-aku-jawapan-kepada-doamu.html#more

ni blog yg sye kate tu..read n heed :)