me now

i am doing the best that i cn right now..i think..based on the update from day-to-day that i've done,it seems that i gave in to my feelings this week..i was rather fine the week before..but this week has been tough..i just hope i cn pull this off..i hope i cn do this..some of them said i cn do it..some have their doubts..well certain times i have confidence in myself..but like yesterday i just dont..i am going to do this..once and for all..i cn do this..