Saturday, September 6, 2008

more haru

hmm.saye pena ckp kat tomoyo baru2 neyy.yg sy mmg xrs besala pon kt haru.tah la.tatau la sy ney keras hti sgt ke.mmg mke toya ke.hati batu ke.insensitip ke.i dunno wat to say bout dis situation.seriously i b4 dis i dont giv a damn.tp td sy msg die,die bls nk xnk jerr.sy ckp la die cm xnk msg jerr.cm xdmud jerr msg ngan sy.die bls pe tau.cmtu ke sy rs?sbenarnye mcm tu la y die rs bile msg ngan sy hari2 b4 nie.mksd nye ble hari2 die stat msg dlu.sy tau.n sy sedar.sy da wat die cmtu.n mmg sy sj.n mmg i dnt giv a damn.tp ble bc msg die tu.sy sdr yg die da byk besaba ngan sy.ngan prangai sy y asik wat die cmtu.sy tatau la klu die ad ngadu kt sakura cm b4 dis.rsnye die da xthn diperlakukn cmtu.sy senanye xnk rpt sgt ngan die.sy xnk bg die hrpn.dats y sy berlaku kejam ngan die.sy xnk terlalu rpt ngan die.sy xnk jd die rpt sgt ngan sy.tp dlm ms y sme sy nk rpt ngan die.sy pon xbp phm senanye.asl sy kejam sgt ngan die.asl sy xbg die pluang.ys risau.sy tau dorg kt die suke sy.tp skng sy tatau la die suke sy lg ke x.sy mmg agp die kwn.wlupon sy kt sy syg die tp xlbey dri seorg kwn.tp sy tatau die agp sy pe.n sy xnk ble sy rpt ngan die sy mcm bg die hrpn.sy bkn ntuk die.die bole cri org y lbey bek dri sy.jauh2 lg bek.n sy juge xnk mpergunekn die.mcm sblm neyy.hailaa.sy cube nk elak dri wat dosa.dri berlaku kejam ngan die.dri berlaku xadil ngan die.tp either way sy rs sy stil lukekn die.np ye jd ceni?sy xnk gnekn kebaikn die as a way 2 forget who i wnt to 4get.like i told hinata.he is just nice.baek.n i cnt stand it.die just baek.n i cnnt take his goodness.i dont want to hurt him.i dont want to use him.but i still hurt him.i just want to be independent.i want to do this on my own.i want to 4get wif ma own power.n everytime i'm close wif him,i feel like i'm using him.n dat feeling is just wrong.wat cn i do not to hurt him?wat u gurls think bout dis,hmm?read ma tagboard.

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