ma heart todayy

dis is from d deepest of ma heart.emm.starting from d day i had made d decision to break the love relationship wif him,sincerely dere has been not one day dat i didnt teringatkn him.when i was angry i was all d way bullshitting him.seriously dats what i did.but then i cant remember wat day,i hd already forgiven him.xlame i took time 2 forgive.n neva one day he slip from ma mind.but wat had happen cn neva come back.aku pena terpikir klu bnde ney xjd.i evn thot if i accept him back.i evn wnt to be his love bck.tp pena terlintas jela.i neva took it seriously o think it deeply.coz its not worth it.wat had happen is d past n will neva come back.n wat neva hapen yet is soon to come n we neva know what's gonna hapen.what we know is today.n today wat i know is he is no more than a fren.he is no more than ma past.n he is not ma future.n today he cnt give me happiness.n today he has been d same him as before.a person who neva cared.but that doesnt matter to me anymo.i just pray that next time he treat his gurl well.as for me.eventho dis feeling is still within me.but it will soon be gone.n eventho sumtimes this feeling made me remembers him,he doesnt hv a special place anymo in ma heart.n i dont regret the decision dat i made to throw him out of ma heart.coz i know i cn find sumone beter.nex time.in d future.but i dont think its gonna be in d near future.i dont need another guy to 4get this one.if i cn 4get d one i like in primary school wif ma own strength,then i cn do it again.eventho dis is faaarr diff from d first situation.dulu ske maen2.dis one i regard as ma first love.hahaha.first love yg cekaii gilerr.bru pawe enn.sape bley tahan die enn.prangai cmtu.sape nk bwat pkwe.aku jerr yg putus fiuss.haha.