wonderzzz

i wonder how long this relationship could lasts.coz its like having a relationship in uncertainties.there's no bond which really ties me wif him.even when things r like that,but we're kinda pandai2 when it comes to other people.we know we hv someone in our heart and we tend to be loyal to each other altho we're not an item.its like we already know that you-belong-to-me-and-i-belong-to-you kind of feeling.i already say no to 3 guys when im 'wif' him.yea.becoz of him i cm hncurkan hrpn 3 guys.those 3 guys proposed me.to be their gurl.i said no.becoz of a guy who is not even ma boy.maybe some people cant understand.y i do it?hmm.i cant really tell y.just becoz he's in ma heart.just becoz.no other reason.i dont know bout him.whether he does the same as me.o if he thinks like i do.i know im loyal.coz im just that type.but he's different.but seriously i dont know how long this situation will lasts.im fine like this.but if and only if he realy wnts to be an item and totally damn serious bout it,i dont mind.but since i broke wif him,i dont allow maself to be so much romantically involve in this matter.heart matter i mean.coz i dont want he to hurt me deeply again.once is enough.i wont allow it to happen anymo.not wif him.