life

u know...people are given various types of hardship to be encountered.so many...until at one point we feel that we cant endure it.we cant stand it anymore.its just so damn hard.so damn suffocating.have u ever wake one day and u feel like there's no point of living anymore?u dont feel happy at all and it feels like all the burdens of the world are on your shoulders and u cant just take it anymore.u are so stressed up that getting up each morning is meaningless.and u have to gather each strength that you have just to get yourself out of bed.i never feel like this before but it seems i have been feeling this for most of my days recently.its just so damn hard to go on.to perform according to the expectations of your family, be the best and all the while problems just keep coming banging so hard at u until u feel that u need all the will that u have just to stand up.sometimes its hard to enjoy and feel happy.i wonder where is my key of happiness?someone said maybe i forgot where i put it.i just have to find it.or maybe someone has stole it?life at school suppose to be the best memory in my life.i dont want it to be a nightmare.why must this last year be the most difficult year?i really need all the strength that i can get to go through this year.life has never been as hell as this as before.some people just dont want to understand.all they think about is themselves.is it so hard to come and face me and just solve the problem together?why must they make it so hard for me every single day?just get out of my life and dont come back.i dont need u to worsen my condition.